Wednesday, November 7, 2007

How i felt was..

Afew months ago, i felt of losing myself. Lost my way, dun even know what i want and what i'm doing. Just felt confusing, dunno how should i face others especially my friends.. I dun feel like going anywhere, dun feel like staying with my friends, dun feel like talking and feel like avoiding everybody also. Dun feel any emotion at all. Very bad. Just dunno what to do. I keep struggling and keep thinking a long time. After some time, i try to feel. Started to feel there's something which my heart is trying to tell me that i got to listen. After that, the first question that comes to my mind was, what do i want? The first ans that comes to my mind, i want to do something that is comfortable for myself which dun wanna do something which i dun like. So, more and more ans comes to my mind. And so, i found myself back now. I would like to advise and encourage my friends that. If you're now having a bad time because of this losing yourself, no worries. Actually there's really nothing to worry about. Cause, you should take step by step to find yourself back. Dun be afraid of losing yourself also, because i believe you would find yourself back again one day. It takes some time. You only lost your way. So, you should start to listen to what your heart is trying to tell you. Think it calmly. Everything is going to be fine. Do things in a comfortable way for yourself. Never force yourself to do something which you dun like and not used to it.